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Dec. 20th, 2007


let it snow, let it snow, let it snow!


baby you've got to be more demanding ..

i so wish the cd player in my car would stop being a jackfuck. i hate the radio.
all i want to do is listen to lady sovereign and mia going down the road but nooooooooo. >:|
my queer as folk cd is stuck in there but that won't even play. bastards.
tomorrow would be a great day for that, i'm going to have major spring fever. 81 degrees? 
i think i may be headed toward charleston instead of work. 
hah. i wish. 

stupid cd player. grrrr.

i'm ready for x-mas. i want to play guitar hero dammit. i think i may like melissa's gift more than her. :D

i'm debating if i want to go to wally and get the special edition harry potter dvd with bookmarks and a free wand pen set.

i think i might. :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D

 happy halloween everybody!

Minnie & life..

Minnie had to be put down today, she's been real sick and not getting better for the past year now. my mom and i finally decided to put her down to stop her suffering, we did everything possible to try and make her better (what we could afford anyway) and nothing gave. i'm glad she's no longer suffering but i'll miss her fiesty little ass :(
she will be missed.

i know it's been quite some time since i've actually made a proper post, and i can't say that i have'nt had time but i just don't have shit to say anymore i guess! hah. i got laid off of my job of 4 years a couple weeks ago and have'nt really found anything yet or have been looking. i do have an interview tomorrow with a job that i think will be okay until something better comes along. i hate interviewing, i never know what to say to make myself seem like a good employee. i hope i get it though i'm so sick of sitting around the house and knowing that i have barely enough income to live off of makes me nervous. wish me luck!
i'm ready for this time next week.. charlotte... renaissance festival... the place i love to be! i'm so excited about that. :)

hope everyone is well!

is my new hair cute? or too soccermomish? haha. :)

Writer's Block

What is your favorite smell? What does it remind you of?
coconut, anything that reminds of a nice sandy beach and ocean waves with a hint of suntan oil. instant happiness.


I'm sitting here at my uncle's house because neither him nor my mother wanted to go home by themselves tonight. We are all camping out together. Today ended a long and hard road for my Nana. Nana and I we're about as close as a grandchild and a grandmother could ever be. I've cried a lot today, for myself and my Papa too.

I'm so glad to have a partner like Melissa during these times, she held me while i weeped and wiped my tears away.

She left this world peacefully and was'nt alone, just how she wanted it. I will miss her so much though. This week will be tough but I'll make it through somehow.

I'm wearing her wedding ring that my Aunt Sandy took off of her today and i feel so much comfort from it, that she wanted me to have something so special, it's like i can feel her through it. My Papa cried when he saw me wearing it. Just hours before, she was.

Even though she was so sick, my last memory of her is last thursday when i made her laugh to where she could'nt stop. In the end the cancer won. I'm just glad not seeing her suffer anymore. I miss her already.

Jan. 9th, 2007

well .. it's over.
we broke up.

my tears won't stop coming, as much as i want to stop crying i just can't.
who wants a christmas card? :D

let me know !

Oct. 23rd, 2006

yay, the computer is fixed and now i can update and read journals again !

i love being in love.

Aug. 4th, 2006

all good things must come to end, right ?
i knew this was all too good to be true.

amy and i are in the process of getting smashed.


bella  ♥  edward
it's a fashion with a gun my love ♥

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